The other day I was thinking about musical influences and what makes me so attracted to them. While I was thinking about this, listening to my digital music library on shuffle, a song by Kate Bush came on, and it then struck me! Though I came across Kate Bush sometime around mid 2002 (Yes I [...]
I feel that our bond is slowly slipping away. I’m torn on it but also at the same time, I think in some ways it’s allowing me to figure my shit out here a little bit more. I really care for you, and I feel that I’d really like you in my physically present life. [...]
I have been thinking about a few topics that two people have brought up with me over the past few days, mostly dealing with friendships and relationships to people. I’ve been thinking about the people in my life who have passed me by, but those who have shared different levels of intimacy with me. I’ve [...]
So I have made the decision a few days ago to return back to Boston. I’m not sure if Boston is where I want to be, but it’s where I have to be for the time being. I cannot afford to stay in Berlin, and well, I’m not sure if I actually put the 100% [...]
Thank You…
Sometimes I wonder if I can actually stay here…. If it’s actually feasible… Can I make it happen? It all seems like a dream. Being in London made me look at a reality that I had back home. Or at least a scripted reality that I could almost predict. Work, pay bills, co-exist, and do what [...]
I’ve been a little quite on my blog these past few days because I’ve been trying to understand my position here in Berlin. I’ve been complaining about being alone, or not having many friends, when well, it’s my own fall for not engaging. But I’ve also been thinking about what it is that I need/desire [...]
What would I give up just to spend a few minutes with you? Your interest in me lacks lesser than nothing. You say yes, flirt, smile and want to do something, and when it comes the time to wanting to do something, nothing happens. Make up your mind, do you want to even hang out [...]