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Fleeting Moments…
Sometimes I wonder if I can actually stay here…. If it’s actually feasible… Can I make it happen? It all seems like a dream. Being in London made me look at a reality that I had back home. Or at least a scripted reality that I could almost predict. Work, pay bills, co-exist, and do what though back home?.. WTF
Someone slap me… I’ve sort of lived a life where things have been given to me. I know I’m not that privileged but I have gotten things because I just happen to know the right people, and well now, I feel I still don’t know anyone here in Berlin…. Not sure if this is a cry for help, but I’m a little nervous…
Today might be a good day to go to the canal and sit by it and read. It might open up some shit in my head for awhile…
u know u can count on me! u’ll get there – just don’t lose focus and we’ll get you awesome jobs
Sorry mate, it sounds to me like you’re just trying to avoid having to grow up. No matter where you’re at, working, paying bills and dealing with the mundane and “boring” parts of life are just part of being an adult. Unless of course you’re a rich twat that can live off of your mom’s purse strings, you’re gonna have to get a job, pay bills and work where ever you are. Sounds to me like you’re looking for someone to swoop in and finance your Neverland fantasy indefinately, and from one adult to another, that’s just sad. Holiday’s gotta end sometime mate.