Richard regarded his solitude as something sacred…as a well earned badge of honor, a cloak to be worn to ward off life.  As his safety. Solitude is who he was. This caused those in his life to view him with a barely veiled contempt. Richard was certain that he was not liked. Which is hard [...]

You’re not a teenager, so don’t act like one…

It’s funny, when you are in a relationship, a lot of people take things for granted, and when you are single, you want all those things you take for granted!  I’ve been single for most of my time here in Berlin, and well, a lot of the time I’ve craved what I had before, love [...]

I’m not giving up on us…

Nerves, Anxiety, perpetual questioning.  What have I done, where have I gone?  I’ve extinguished my confidence and traded it for a bucket of doubt.  What the fuck have I done?… ugh, go away, I don’t want you, I was perfectly happy until this bucket came along…. *kicks over*

Artist Statement The moment of realization has always engendered in me a combined sense of relief and clarity.  Clarity in turn replaces tension that has previously arisen between one’s subjectivity and some aspect of the physical world.  This process entails the acknowledgement of one’s self, decisions and actions in a moment of actualization, thus making the [...]

The moment of realization has always been both alleviating and self aware.  The acknowledgement of ones self, decisions and actions become actuality, making the minds thoughts and processes brought to reality.  The struggle with this is, the introverted way of processing ideas, the fantasy and desire that was kept within the mind, is always and potentially present. [...]